Today was the day I looked towards a new nd better me…no more running after people who don’t want me in there life or only wanted me there while it was most convenient for them. I hope they can get used to hearing the word no from me or not hearing it any at all
Growing up we were always told that age is just a number it can only go up butt can never go in the reverse order… but does this apply to relationships or everything in your life ? I mean I’ve always seen many women who are well in there forties in relationship with guys young enough to be their sons just like I’ve seen those same women in the club’s partying along side there daughter in a much more revealing outfit than their daughter drinking way more than her nd smoking way more than her… so again I ask is age really just a number when it applies to certain things in our lives ?
I was never any good at putting down exactly what I wanted to say down on paper without being carried away or emotional especially when it comes on to talking about myself or my past nd the experiences I’ve had in my life… in a recent conversation I had with my best friend he suggested to me that I start blogging about my day to day happenings nd when I’m ready to funny talk about my past it will come to me when I least expect it to. I agreed but still was reluctant in starting to write as the questions popped up in my head one by one what do I write about its not like my days are filled with much nd if I do write what do I call each post that I write ? But I decided to throw caution to the wind and just put my thoughts down on paper or in this case my phone screen lol, it’s 10:09 pm where I lay nd my mind is racing with today’s activities although tiny they were nd already my mind is thinking about how tomorrow will play it self out…nervous no not really scared hmm maybe but the real question is, how can you be scared of something that you don’t know and have never seen it before ?